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F*ck My Life v2.0

I got the news yesterday. And it wasn't good news. I didn't get into the Respiratory program at KCC. 35 applied and they took in 16. I was #19 thanks to the 2 "C" grades. Should I hang myself now or later? David Carradine style! haha. ok bad joke. My life is just put on hold for a while. It really sucks. I had fucking plans. Big fucking plans. And it's put on hold. Where do I go from here?

Options.
#1) Retake classes and apply at KCC next year.
#2) Retake classes and apply at schools in the mainland.

I'm currently looking at option #2. Maybe it will be better for me. Maybe I need to get away. Maybe I should move somewhere NOT in the west coast. I'll fkn move to Maine. Boise. Idunno. Somewhere different. haha. On the down side.. where the fuck would I live. WA and Las Vegas, I have family.

Trying to stay positive is hard. It's something I have to do, but not today. I'll just sulk in my room. Tomorrow is a new day.

"Fuck the naysayers cuz they don't mean a thing!" - 311

Cheeeeee!

This is by far my favorite vacation. So fkn fun and relaxing. Chilled with Jeff and Brandon, now kicking it with the family. God has blessed my vacation with such beautiful weather. My stay in Oregon was short, but memorable. Brandon took us where ever we wanted and to some pretty awesome places to eat.

While in Washington, I'm pretty much just kicking it with the fam bam. My diet has been BBQ and beer. lol. Seriously. We bbq every chance we get. Also got to meet up with some friends. They took me to the Red Hook Brewery "tour". It was pretty much go inside and try all their beers for only $1.

Tonight was awesome. Went to a Mariners game and we had some kick ass seats. 4 rows up from the right field fence. Right behind Ichiro! <3 haha. M's were ahead and it got better in the 8th. Homerun about 5 rows behind us and to the right. Screaming and yelling.. "Wooohoooo! That was close!" Then.... of all players, Ken fucking Griffey Jr smacks one to right field directly at us. Ball is caught literally 2 rows in front of us! "Cheeeeeee!" Mokes celebrate! We made ESPN and King5 news. What a fkn day!

12 Years!

Today marks 12 years since I've graduated high school! Holy shit I'm getting old. I went to Nate's graduation yesterday and it was pretty awesome. Well, the dinner part was. Buffet at Kuhio Grill @ the Mariott. Winnahs! Family + all you can eat prime rib + beers = win! Good times. Towards the end of the night, I was beat. Woke up at 345am for work and no nap the entire day. Finally crashed at 11pm.

Congrats Nate!


Me and Jeff leave for the PNW tomorrow. It's gonna be great. We get to party it up with Brandon. Do like we use to when he was here. 3 of us. Food and lots of New Castles! WERD!

And today, I just watched Ip Man. If you like kung fu, this movie is pretty fkn bad ass. Seriously. It was good. Go watch it! Here's the trailor.

F*ck My Life...

Ahhhhh.... school is killing me. I always thought school was suppose to make you smart. Well, why the fuck do I feel so dumb? I can't seem to remember any of the shit I study. I have 1 more month until finals and then I get to send in my app for Nursing and Respiratory. I need a good grade this semester. If I don't, then I'm screwed.

I decided to cut my hours from work again. I'm back down to 24 a week. Maybe more if I can. That means 2 things. More time studying and no fuckin money again. All this before my vacation! FUCK MY LIFE! I really don't know how people do it. Work, school, and have a life? Impossible. Other than myself, I have people counting on me to finish school. Waiting patiently... or not. FUUCKKK!!!!

http://www.fmylife.com/

Beat!

Last night I got to have a few beers with da braddahs Jason and Jeff. Jeff and I had a bet to see who could get down to 155 first. Well, I got beat. Congrats to Jeff. So I went and got a 12 pack of New Castle.

New Castle session v2.0!


Although drinking was fun, it was probably a bad idea because I had to get up at 630 to go hiking today. Thank God it wasn't a difficult hike. It was a long drive to the North Shore though. Nice hike, nice view, nice weather, with even better people! I rather hike than run. lol

On the way down!

Found It

Today I knew I had to get my ass into the gym. While I was at work, it was so damn hard to find motivation to go. I mean, the gym is in the same damn parking lot as my work. Why would I not go? Well, because I'm lazy. haha. I woke up early to go to school, then went to work, so I was just trying to find excuses not to go. lol. I decide to stay my entire shift (which rarely happens) and head went to the gym. I sat in my car for a good 5 minutes contemplating if I should just go home or walk in. I tell myself, "Fuck it!" I go in.

I walk up the stairs, to the water fountain, and sit on the bench press area. Stretch a bit, stick music into my ears, and guess what! I fuckin found it... MOTIVATION! haha.. Ended up having such an awesome workout. I love it!

I've been pretty consitant with the gym and cardio. It's kinda like how I was when I use to go with Lorna before we were even together. lol.. Only this time, I don't know what's driving me. I'm not losing any weight (168 lbs), but some of my friends say they notice that I'm losing weight. I really don't know if they're lying or what, but I really don't care. It's actually helping me. haha

Pic of me from last week. Me and Jeff went on a ride around Kailua. Good fun!