Broke!

Give and take. Looks like thats how it's going to work right now. Payday today, and guess what, it's all gone thanks to bills. Fuck man it sucks. It's going to be like this for a long fucking time. Broke!

On a good note, studying is paying off. Pulling A's and B's on my quizes. Cheeee! I pretty much live at Starbucks now. The employees there probably recognize me, but don't know what I drink because I rarely buy coffee. BYOB nigga! haha

Did I mention I'm broke?

I love this PC ad. They should make one that says... "I'm a mac and I'm a sheep!" bwhaha

Sacrifice

That's what it's all about. I have to make sacrifices to get what I really want. What kind of sacrifices you ask? Work... cut the hours at work, increase the hours at school. All this will pay off in the long run. It's what I want. It's what needs to happen. It's going to happen. I will get there. Funny thing is I type this while I should be studying..

New Lappy!

It's about damn time! I finally got a new laptop! Funny thing is, that it's not even a brand that I was looking to get. Mac? Nope. Dell? No. HP? Ha!... Gateway! Yay! I got a pretty good deal on it to. It was clearance at BestBuy because it's an older model. It's geared towards gaming too. Intel Core 2 Duo, 4GB RAM, 250GB HD, ATI Mobility Radeon Graphics card, HDMI, Vista 64-Bit, yada, yada, yada. I'm very happy!

Another Attempt

Last night started one of many attempts to get into shape. Any shape other than round is good! I enter the gym, iPod blazing. Amazing how a workout accompanied by good music makes me feel so isolated from everyone else in there. I don't feel like people are watching. Despite how proud I felt for actually setting foot in the gym, all that came crashing down as I pushed on my first set. Fuck! It was bad. I was nowhere near the strength I was 3 years ago. Cardio was just as bad. But, it's a start.

Day 1

- 165 lbs.

"Every workout is one step closer to your goal!"

Hmmm....

Blogging? Hmmm... let's see how well this goes.