It's funny what kind of effects alcohol have on people. I think every type of alcohol should have a disclaimer stating that drinking alcohol may cause an emotional roller coaster.
Today, in general, was such a relaxing day. No workouts, running, or work. I just chilled at home and did a couple loads of laundry. I then headed out to meet some kick ass friends at Buffalo Wild Wings. Cheap wings, good beer, and even better company made my night.... until the drive home.
Fuck man. It's like a broken record. My blogs have turned into this emo journal that most of you are probably sick of reading. Sorry, but it sucks. I'm good for a moment, but then I'm stuck alone with alcohol in my system and everything just goes to shit. Even when I'm not intoxicated, same fucking story. FUCK! It doesn't matter what I do, she pops up in my fucking head and I can't stop. Can you blame me though? She has made such an impact on my life and that was just thrown away. Like a fucking piece of scratch paper. Ok, maybe not that easily, but I don't really know how she feels. It's just the bitterness in me doing the talking.
Fuck!
PS. Every song on today's episode of Glee. FUCK!
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
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