Found It

Today I knew I had to get my ass into the gym. While I was at work, it was so damn hard to find motivation to go. I mean, the gym is in the same damn parking lot as my work. Why would I not go? Well, because I'm lazy. haha. I woke up early to go to school, then went to work, so I was just trying to find excuses not to go. lol. I decide to stay my entire shift (which rarely happens) and head went to the gym. I sat in my car for a good 5 minutes contemplating if I should just go home or walk in. I tell myself, "Fuck it!" I go in.

I walk up the stairs, to the water fountain, and sit on the bench press area. Stretch a bit, stick music into my ears, and guess what! I fuckin found it... MOTIVATION! haha.. Ended up having such an awesome workout. I love it!

I've been pretty consitant with the gym and cardio. It's kinda like how I was when I use to go with Lorna before we were even together. lol.. Only this time, I don't know what's driving me. I'm not losing any weight (168 lbs), but some of my friends say they notice that I'm losing weight. I really don't know if they're lying or what, but I really don't care. It's actually helping me. haha

Pic of me from last week. Me and Jeff went on a ride around Kailua. Good fun!