Sunday

Damn you Colts. Dropped some dollahs on you and you failed me. Boo! Oh well. It's only money. =p I got to watch the game with the Chuns again this year. 3 years straight. It was an awesome time as usual. Beers, good food, and great company. Just this year was different. She wasn't there. I wouldn't have went if she was. Kinda awkward that it's her best friends house. LOL. I doubt I will go again next year. It really doesn't make things easier that we have the same circle of friends. If she goes, then I don't go. I'm sorry that it has to be that way, but it really does. Well, for me at least. I really wouldn't know how to act. Uggggh!

Anberlin - Breaking. I've had their cd in my car for months now. Just on repeat. They are awesome!

Today was a good day. Work went pretty well. I'm actually starting to get use to our new manager. He seems ok. Strictly by the book, but nothing wrong with that. I came home and just rested for a bit before heading out to Bar 35 to have a few New Castles with some kick ass friends.

Jamie actually stopped by for a bit. It was nice to chat and catch up with her. We talked for a while before she had to go. I really miss hanging out with her. She's pretty rad.

I try really hard to keep myself busy. Workout, read, do whatever it takes to take my mind off of her. But, honestly, it's impossible. Everything I do, everything I see, just triggers something in my head and it always comes back to her. I fkn miss everything about her. I want to be better! =/

Don't ask my why I listen to this crap. Shoot me now!

High Def

I find it so funny that all my friends like to come to me for home theater advice. I'm fkn geeky like that i guess. High Def, home theater shit is my 2nd love next to photography. Give me a Panasonic or Pioneer plasma hooked up to a ps3, onkyo or denon receiver, with B&W or Klipsch speakers, I would never leave home. The funny thing about this is that i don't own any high def shit. well, a ps3, but that's hooked up to a 10yr old 32" ghetto tv. whatevah!

Slippin

With so much going on in my life right now, I'm slippin on my project 52.

I was in Cali for 9 days and it literally stormed the whole time I was there. My camera wasn't even unpacked. lol. It was still a great vacation. I got to kick it with some great fuckin people. I'm so blessed to have such supportive people in my life.

On Monday, I did the Lanikai trail alone. It's a short hike, but I'm fat and out of shape, so it wasn't as easy as it use to be. =p So here it is...

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2010....

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Happy New Year! It's a new year. Leave the bad stuff behind and continue with the good. Things can only get better in 2010.

I'm still alive...

Holy crap, it's been so damn long since I've blogged anything. Since my last blog, a lot has been going on, but whatever. It is what it is and I'm taking it day by day with nothing but my goals in front of me.

With 2009 coming to an end, I'm doing everything I can to make sure it ends on a good note and I start the new year on a fucking great one. My tickets to SF/Sac Town are booked. 9 days in Cali will be awesome. It's been over 10 years since I've been there. I'm looking forward to seeing the Gabriel cousins, Krisitna's new home, Missy & Froi, Ant & Armand along with little Drew. Of course 9 days will not be enough time for me to do what I want, but it is enough time to do what I need to do. School shit! I am not looking forward to hearing the word "Hella" in every other fkn sentence. (Sorry Gail =p).

In 2010, I plan to start something that I have always wanted to do since I've got into the photography hobby. Project 52. This will encourage me to get out and shoot. 1 picture every week. I chose this over Project 365 because taking a photo every day is a tough task. With Project 52, I can take the time to think of what/where I want to shoot. It will be 52 awesome photos. I will post the photo in my blog every week with photo info. Wish me luck!